water flows

coming back to the bay area this time around started out with the not so surprising jet lag, expected from traveling back (wards) in time over a 16 hour flight over the pacific ocean. i was apprehensive about coming back. a few days upon arrival, i learned of shocking e-news of a death of a mentor/friend/2nd mom with an impromptu co-hosting a funeral reception at our humble abode. the following week, a death of another friend greeted me via text. loss of life learned via text/email is just as shocking as face to face dialogue minus the consoling hugs and human touch and connection of those involved. i am learning that i do not like learning bad news in this informal modern way of the digital world. blessed to have met the ones who have passed, for your teachings, i thank you for this honor you have given me. may you both rest in peaceful power. i am grieving these recent loss, also grieving leaving the homeland but learning to embrace today’s gifts. as the water flows, I am moving on and must keep with the “girl’s guide to loving life: counting blessings, practice kindness, let go of what i cannot control, listen to my heart, be productive and yet calm, and keep on breathing.”